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Undercover Angel [Monday; September 15, 2003 @ 4:19pm]
[ mood | amused ]

This song makes me want to cry. How Do I Live is such a sad song. I'm a sap for songs like that though, even though most songs like make me cry. Especially after today.

For starters in my explanation of why I'm bawling right now, I'd like to say that Albert and Kyle are assholes. Total assholes.

Now, continuing on..

Today in civics, Albert just happened to guess that I like Karl. Which I do. But then, him and Kyle, being the assholes they are, took the initiative to ask Karl out for me. And let me clarify that when a guy says he'll "think about it" he 11/10 times says NO.

Of course, that "I'll Think about it" was what Karl said and to say the least, him and I aren't talking anymore. I don't know why either. I almost cried when he barely acknowledged my prescence on the bus. He's one of my good friends, and now I've just lost a friendship. I think he likes Rosanna anyway.

So, needless to say, I'm bawling my friggin' eyes out currently, and listening to a bunch of sappy love songs that are only making me cry harder. I'm also eating sorbet, by comfort food, and it's not doing a damn thing. Even the sorbet is making me cry harder!!!! *wails*

You know, I shouldn't be crying over a guy. God took him away; God'll hopefully bring him back. God always has a reason...even if I don't know the reason. And he does things without asking...even if I don't like what he's doing. You know, if Karl and I are meant to be friends, than in God's time, we will be. But for now, I'm not gonna worry about it. *Wipes tears on her sleeve and puts away sorbet but continues listening to sappy love songs*

I got all of section 1, and the vocab for section 2 done in advisory today. I hate having that much science for homework!!!! But I gotta get it done, along with my math tonight. -_-

Anyway, I gotta go ride the bike and all that jazz. Savvy?

Much Love from the brokenhearted Sara Lynn

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Determination [Sunday; September 14, 2003 @ 4:08pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I rode the bike for 10 minutes so far, jumped rope for 5, did 15 burpies (don't ask...exercise from PE in grades 2-5), and then did my mom's pilates tape. Dont ask. Literally. Part of me wants to lose weight, and I've got a goal to lose 10-20 pounds by the end of the year, but then the other part of me doesn't. I mean, there is more to me than just my weight, and I hope someday that people realize that, 'cause right now, not a lot of people do. I do plan on giving myself some kind of reward though; I'm probably gonna get my belly button pierced if I can reach my goal by Christmas.

Damn determination. Why do I have make everything perfect? I mean, I'm obsessed with getting straight A's this year, and now I'm obssessed with wanting to lose weight. I feel like such an idiot.

Anyway, I am not buying anything from school ala-carte anymore this year. That's right, the whole damn school year. I don't know how I'm gonna do it, but I know I can.

But then there's the problem of hockey season. How do I cut down on ice creams and pop corns and yummy delicious hot dogs (yes, I love MTU hot dogs)? I don't know how I'm gonna do that either. At school, it's easy to not buy anything...but those hot dogs and popcorns and ice creams are sooo inviting at hockey and basketball games. -_- So unfair.

I'm gonna end with a quiz result....


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Much Love from Sara Lynn

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Boredom [Sunday; September 14, 2003 @ 1:36pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Well, I went to church this morning for the first time in almost a year. I was so glad to be back there...

Anyway... Sarah's new nickname is now Kiwi, and her friend Jess's new nickname is Mango. I've been giving people fruit nicknames ever since Lemonara/Lemonita gave me the nickname Banana. I have issues, I know. Doesn't Lemonita sound like the lemon version of a margarita though?

Kirsty added me to her friends list on Blurty. She's awesome. And she has the cutest puppy named Harry! I want a puppy but Mommy says that our cats would be turned into chew toys. I want a golden retriever. But nooooooooo, I can't have one 'cause the weather's not good for walking them in the winter and the poor cats would be turned into chew toys. I WANT A GOLDEN RETRIEVER!!

I still haven't done my homework yet. I'm doing 2-2 in science tomorrow night; I'm gonna do all of 2-1 and all my math today. I must get that much done today. Otherwise, I'll have a bitchy math teacher and a bitchy science teacher on Monday. And trust me, that's the last thing I need. I am determined to get at least a 10.500 on my report cards this year, meaning I cannot get anything under 1 wrong on anything. And I can only get one wrong like once before it brings down my grade. I was so upset on Wednesday or Thursday when I went down a percentage point!! A single percentage point and I was upset!! Sounds stupid, but I do want to get into a good college and to do that, I need the awesome grades.

Much Love from Sara Lynn

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Blah [Friday; September 12, 2003 @ 5:35pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

I have to start all over on my art project, cuz my dashes got blended together. -_- Dammit! I love painting, but I've never learned to do it like...correctly or whatever. It's really hard. I guess it's the whole "You gotta learn the rules before you can break them" thing with painting too, just like it is with composing music and designing clothes and all that stuff.

I like painting with water colors, though. And I love impressionist painting. I can just use dots of paint to create an entire picture. Sure, it takes patience, but it's a lot of fun. And then there's palette knife painting too. That is so awesome. It's so much fun just to get paint on the edge of the palette knife and just use lines to make a picture.

I think I'm going to ask Mom for water colors (like a good set, not a cheap one) and a set of good acrylic paints and a palette knife and of course, you can't paint water colors with out a brush. I want that for my birthday now.

Anyway....enough about painting.

Albert still thinks that Karl and I are going out (I swear to god we aren't!!!). It's so weird cuz all Karl and I do is talk. We don't flirt (alright, he doesn't, I do...*guilty smile*) and we don't do anything like what my friends who have boyfriends do. I mean, come on....It doesn't take a rocket scientist to see that Karl and I are just friends. I mean, yeah, I'd like to go out with him, but I gotta get to know him first!!! I already do know and stuff, but I gotta get to know him better.

I got Rudy Guliani's book from the library today. It's called Leadership and it sounds really good. Kiira doesn't know how I can read something like that, but ya know, that's the kind of thing I'm into. I like political and history of war novels. Those kind of books, painting, and punk rock are what I'm into right now. Kind of a weird combo, huh? Yeah, I know.

I need to find more icon bases. The ones I made previously suck and I might delete them without posting them in toxicangelicons. They are seriously that bad. I even hate them and I usually like my icons. It's sad, it really is.

Science homework is unreal for this weekend. I have to do 2 full lessons, vocab, questions, and all that jazz. I hate it!! I mean, yeah, I do a damn good job on it, and I'm getting a really good grade so far, but I can't stand it!

I might go ride the bike and then I'm gonna see if I convince Mommy to take me to Dairy Queen after supper. And tomorrow, PANCAKE BREAKFEST WITH THE HOCKEY TEAM! I'm gonna wear my winter carnival '03 hoodie I think. I would wear my hockey one, but I left it at school being the idiot that I am. -_-

Much Love from Sara Lynn

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We'll Never give up....<3 [Thursday; September 11, 2003 @ 10:33pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

At 8:46am this morning in 2001, the first plane hit the WTC. I observed a moment of silence then. Did you? Tonight, I saw the twin blue light beams stretching toward the heavens and observed another moment of silence. Did you too? Please, take a moment to reflect on what happened on 9/11/2001 and the lives of those who were lost. Observe your moment of silence. God Bless you and God Bless the wonderful United States of America.

I'm hoping it was just coincidence that there was a fire alarm at 8:46am today at school. That was really creepy... I think some high schooler thought it'd be funny to trip the fire alarm to scare the crap out of all of us... -_-

I wore red white and blue to school today. Blue shirt, white pants, white shoes, red white and blue ribbons in my hair and pinned to my shirt. I'm a patriotic person, and I show it.

I gotta shower and then go read with Mom.

God Bless the USA, and All the victims of 9/11/2001 and their families.

God Bless the USA.  Much Love from Sara Lynn

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